so I concede...

shadows of
half-remembered dreams
are cast across my brow
and shade the spots happiness
could fill
if not for their void.

as I sit awake in warmth and
try to forget
the times you've not understood
realization
dawns of
times not far off
when unavailable will be
this kind of perjury,
esteemed in your name.

hidden lett-res.

damn, I done and gone screwed up and up,
by making my heart dense enough for gravity.
well, I suppose my mistake will
miss-take you once again.
and once over.

just ask, knowing embryo!
your identity lurks
within that which
I identify as
my own resolution, grown and never
wont to tremble underneath.


oh, oh, shivers in the night
are those love songs which woo
and are quoted.

but the bright! lies where?

swiz

Believe! (that cracks can be re-sealed!!)
what proof have you that longing lingers?
paranoia is permanent?
feelings are fleeting, my green one,
and love is no feeling ----
forces can't be so easily
flung
(and one must wish it so)

see, see, I am tied to you! --
but all balloons
have their sandbags, for one must
keep a semblence
of security,
pointed, carefully-painted words reveal
(without blocking my pride)
how you snap -- snap my puzzle pieces.
why when? ignorance of throbbing veins!!